Nobody?

I do not know if someone is reading my blog. I know one guy do. A friend from school.
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I write later to this post (Beauty)

I can't move on because I can't see myself with another person

Alone in my room Saturday

Strong, funny, gentle, kind, cute smile, beautiful eyes. A guy who will stick around me for a long time and hold around me at night. Carry me around like a princess. Be a friend at the same time. Never too jealous.
Spontaneous. Kiss me in the rain. Dance with me at the streets. Hand my hand. That is want I want. Too much to ask. I'm only 16 and I know that I have plenty of time to find that guy.

You see cute couples everywhere at tumblr. I just feel a feeling of missing something.

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” 

An update

My life have changed. I have found a place were I fit in at the school, which is great!
I have a routine every day, and I relax on weekends.
When it come to love - I'm lost. The dream guy from Bulgaria is slipping slowly out of my life, but I don't think he disappears from my beating heart.

I miss my friends from the boarding school, I was on last year. I think about them every day. One of my best friends Elizabeth has some problems with her love-life. She likes this boy from her school (fare away from me), she doesn't know if he likes her or not. She is nervous around him. I wish it was me who was in love with a guy who lived near me.

The 28th December Elizabeth doing a sleepover for ''our group''. I can't wait!

It is less than a month to Christmas, I am pleased!

Just the last thing. For now on I wanna focus on friendships and not the prince in my life.
There are so many important things in the world.

“The world is a book and those who do not travel read only one page.” 

He's in my dreams

He appears in almost every dream of mine. I see his face. I can almost touch him. The dreams is nightmares to me because when I wake up he's gone. I am mad, crazy or nuts.
I want to talk with him every day but I can't. I want to write to him every day but he would probably think that I was annoying. He don't write to me ever - if I what to write with him, I have to start the conversation. I ask questions and he replies shortly.
It's been a lot of months since I met him and he has been in my mind ever since.

Love among us

Even if I don't have the love of my life, that doesn't mean that other people can't find love.
I saw my older brother look at a girl the way a lovelook should look like. I didn't know her. I could see in his eyes, that he was in love with this strange and unknown girl. The his heart where beating harder and stronger for her. The way he hold her hand, and how he cared for her. The he was brighter, he shined and had this big smile in her company.
Envy came. I was jealous, I am jealous. I want to find that love too. Be happy with a another person.
Well.. That it what everyone seeks. True love.
But I wonder if there are such thing as true love.

There are 7,200,000,000 people in the world. And that's a lot! So the half of this big number is men in all ages.
Out of this number are there 16,3% from the age 15-24. So is it possible that there is no guy for me out there somewhere, when the love of my life, don't love me back?

I'm so scared. I'm scared that I never see him again. I miss him so badly. I can't stop thinking about him.
I just hope he never forgets me. 

He will always be the one

Check out my new update on "my life in pictures" 

Check out: When he doesn't love you back!

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 “Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.” 

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A old danish song from my childhood

 follow your heart 

Love story (short)

There once was a mature and cute girl.
She was at a hotel, where she met a funny, sweet and gentle guy. He was sweet to her, he talked to her and he made her smile. She became in love with him, immediately. When it was time to go home, she cried behind her sunglasses, so that her family didn't saw it. She don't know how he feels, but she doesn't think, that he loves her, like she loves him. He is so far away, and a bit older than her.
Now she cries in in secret, he heart is broken, and she knows that it never will be them.
She does not know how to move forward. She loves him, and he will always be the one. The right one.

Check out the pictures "When you don't love me"